Good morning everyone,
After a week of not being able to see Jess because of my cold, it was really great to have been able to see her yesterday. I have missed her so much. The days that I missed though I found that things have changed a lot. I have never seen her elbows in such bad shape, thank God they don't hurt. It was pretty weird to see that big white sore on her tongue also. It just looks like some mucus that you should be able to spit out.
Everything becomes really sad when she starts to vomit. I can't imagine what she feels like. Everytime she has to hunch over and use her arms to put pressure on her chest. Their upping the dose of one of her medications, so hopefully some of her pain will be relieved when she starts to puke again.
Yesterday when I came to the hospital, Jesse was awake so I thankfully got to talk and catch up with her for a bit. She was surprised when I told her that I got my license. We have been waiting for this day for a long time now. We always said that we would have tons of girls days where we would just go out, shop, have coffee and just be the cool Catrons who now get to drive about. Those days are on hold but I promised her that we would have the BEST time of our life when we get the chance.
We watched a lot of TV yesterday. Appaloosa was a bomb cowboy movie. Afterwards she slept for a bit and when she woke up I gave her a sponge bath right before Smallville started. She fell asleep once again and left me to watch Grey's Anatomy and Private Practice by myself lol.
Last night went as well as could be. She told me that she got up twice to go to the bathroom. On her last run to make it, which was at 6:45 a.m., she started vomiting again. She has puked twice more since then. Hopefully the meds that shes taking now will help out a little.
Well, I'll be leaving today around 1-2, it's the big poppas turn again.
I want to thank you all for your prayers, God is answering them.... just slow and steady I guess.