Well....That was a fun night. Besides tossing and turning because I'm bigger than the couch, I woke up at 5:00 to Jesse puking her guts out. The chemo is surely taking the best of her. She also threw up last night at 10:40 just before she went to sleep. I can tell that this treatment isn't going to be very nice to her.
We had nurses coming in and out of our room, and around 8:00 the nurses were performing some tests on Jesse because her heart rate was abnormally low. She was quickly transmitted to the CT Scan room. They wanted to do some x-rays to make sure there wasn't anything wrong with her lungs. I pray to God that she doesn't have another infection.
Man, I so wish she wasn't nauseated all the time. This is causing her to not eat, and we all know how bad she needs to. It's going to really suck when she is going to have to go back on the TPN, we can't have her kidneys failing on us.
What I would give to take her place for at least one day. I can't do anything for her when she feels like this. It also doesn't help me any when I found out yesterday that my bone marrow doesn't match hers. I really wanted to be the one who was going to help her if it ever came to the point of needing a transplant. Someday I hope to understand Gods decision.
Prayer Warriors: Please pray that Jesse works up an appetite and that she will triumph over her nausea. Also, pray that she will regain her strength and happiness.
Thank you again for everything and I thank those who have helped by cooking meals for us, we really appreciate it.
Much love, Kota :)